I just purchased my college textbooks for 300.00. If THAT does not make reality set in I don’t know what will.
I also received an email from one of my Professors. I now know what to expect in his course as far as assignments, the midterm and final.
The term starts on Wednesday and boy am I scared. So scared that I cannot even articulate how I am feeling
I was excited a few weeks ago but the closer I got to the start of the term the more concerned I become. I am not so certain how on earth I am going to be able to do this with all that is on my plate but I guess I can’t really think about that right now, can I? I cannot let any stinking thinking creep into my brain, not this time.
My gut is telling me that I will be able to do it, now I just have to own it and believe it. I think the key for me is to keep those that genuinely help and support me close while keeping those that don’t at a distance or on the backburner. This means that some of my relationships might fall off the cliff, but I am ok with that because I am not going to allow for any distractions.
I also received an email from one of my Professors. I now know what to expect in his course as far as assignments, the midterm and final.
The term starts on Wednesday and boy am I scared. So scared that I cannot even articulate how I am feeling
I was excited a few weeks ago but the closer I got to the start of the term the more concerned I become. I am not so certain how on earth I am going to be able to do this with all that is on my plate but I guess I can’t really think about that right now, can I? I cannot let any stinking thinking creep into my brain, not this time.
My gut is telling me that I will be able to do it, now I just have to own it and believe it. I think the key for me is to keep those that genuinely help and support me close while keeping those that don’t at a distance or on the backburner. This means that some of my relationships might fall off the cliff, but I am ok with that because I am not going to allow for any distractions.
